Everbody else is always happy not me I spend about 1 hour of my day smiling the rest regreting something I did Or something I let someone do to me that I shouldve stopped the first time it happened but didnt so the second and third time mad it even harder until eventually everybody else is happy but me work harder now when I shouldve before I graduated making life seem like a never ending problem a never ending depressing black hole When uh think your close or even near overcoming these obstacles do u.know.what happens ? Everybody else is happy but me